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Ong Seongwu Eternity in Malaysia
April 2, 2019 | 12:22 AM | 0 Ask
Hi guys!

Its April now. And I just want to tell you guys that 2 weeks ago, on 23rd March 2019 (Saturday), I just met Ong Seongwu. Hes coming to Malaysia for his very first fanmeeting in Asia. I really really cant tell you guys how did I feel on that day (bcs it was undescriable)

As usual, I'm buying the ticket without thinking much. I just buy, and later regret it. I do regret it when I've successfully purchased the ticket and before I attend the event. But still cant deny that I actually fuckin excited to meet him. I thought I could resist the others beside Minhyun, Daniel and Jinyoung but no. Ong Seongwu is definitely my first ever bias in Wanna One. I would legitly do anything just to meet my super sweet boy.

On that day, I go straightly from Seremban to Axiata Arena. I drive alone with full of excitement. Finally, the day has come. I keep imagining and thinking what I should say to him during the hi touch session. Yes, every ticket holder got a chance to hi touch Ong Seongwu. Definitely, it would be superrr fast and no one could talk with him properly for more than 3 secs I guess. But as for me, I still grateful with the chance that I got. Seeing him standing right infront of my eyes, seeing him smiling sweetly to me, and nodding when I told him that he did well for the fanmeeting. You can say I'm imagining things but I'm not. I'm definitely a person who is too sensitive with touch. So, during the hi touch session, I do grab his hand for awhile and he actually grab mine back. I can feel the touch.

It tooks me so long to move on from the fanmeeting. Who could easily move on when he has gave too much on that day? Oh ya! He legitly sings "Rasa Sayang" live on that day okayyy? I'm so fkin stress listen to his honey voice singing malay song. A cutie! My fancams, as usual, a mess. Bcs,,, um just bcs i shout a lot and the security and organizer didnt allow to take video or even take pictures. I do record his performances but in a "haraam" way ofc.

Because of that "sayang" word in rasa sayang, hany ask him, "Do you know what sayang is?" and he goes "Is it love?" bcs you know, sayang and sarang is kind of having same pronounciation. And hany teach him, "If want to say you love someone, you will say sayang awak". And he legitly follow hany by saying "Sayang~~ awak" with his gedik accent. I shout too loud okie? Well, maybe enough to ruin the fancams of people beside me.

Anyway, I enjoy the whole fanmeeting too much. I didnt lie when I say, Ong Seongwu really deserve to be my first ever bias in Wanna One. He really the reason why I'm being a Wannable. Thank you Ongie! I hope we could meet again next time.

I legitly tried to record during the hi touch session. I pass every single securities without any problem. But 3 steps from arriving Ong, one of the security saw my phone and legitly cover the camera. I'm so fkin disappointed 😔 I check my fancams again and again but it didnt even capture even a little of Ongie's face. 

Um... Hi?
February 25, 2019 | 11:41 PM | 0 Ask
I've been out from blog again for 2 years. I hope i have time to update about every single concerts that i've went to in 2018. You guys wont expect that i've went to a lot of concerts last year. Started from Wanna One fanmeeting in January, 2018 has been my kpop years. I do have target to attend at least once for all boygroups event in Malaysia. And i think i've did my best to achieve my target. I didnt talk nothing bcs I legitly met Wanna One, IN2IT, Seventeen, Monsta X, Jeong Sewoon, AOA, Boyfriend, WJSN, FT Island, EXID, EXO, iKON, The King, Kard and Rania.

I'm seriously didnt expect it too bcs I just go when I wanna go. And I only notice that I've went to a lot of kpop concerts when I look at the amount of tickets that I have. Guess if I didnt go to all those concerts, I might have been able to fly to korea by this year. Unfortunately, I choose to attend their concerts more asjsjs.

Btw, its 2019 now. And i'll be turning 22. Thought i'm going to spend my money on kpop again but might be less than what i've done last year. Got no money anymore to even buy something for myself. Kpop is definitely an expensive hobby as what people said. People, you can love kpop. You can love the artists. You can spent your money on them. You can do anything that will make you happy. Its your money and its your life. So plan it wisely and do everything you want. But atleast, dont be like me. I lost my sense in 2018 by spending all my money on kpop. Until none left for me sobs.

I'll try my best to update about every concerts that I've went to last year. Enjoy your life to the fullest, peeps 💓